I'M A SPIRITUAL, LYRICAL, MIRACLE! (Nah, I'm just fuckin' with you bro) Going off the deep end I can't control it I seen your outstretched hand, but I could never hold it Life is a great adventure Ride it to the next venture Damn I miss ya I feel inadequate, uninspired Took my problems to the laundromat Put em in the dryer Passin' out some flyers Can't get no buyers Have to my fans with pliers after hours I don't feel nothin' Is something wrong? Nah ma I'm fine Just listen to my song I wanna be famous I want people to know my name I want people to be ashamed This motherfucka can't be tamed

At home I feel withdrawl On the walls the demons crawl Praying for an Adderall This feeling isn't natural Don't even wanna try at all If I try I'm sure to fall Tears like a waterfall It's a sad existence Filled with mindless self indulgence But at least there's Independence Or at least thats what they told us I need to find a niche but I can barely focus Couldn't find glue strong enough to hold us I can barely breathe in here I live my life in fear Somedays I disappear Very few days I hold dear I can barely breathe in here I live my life in fear Somedays I disappear Very few days I hold dear I'm on some next level shit You can't understand I'll master it Follow if you can I'll let you in my mind and I'll see into yours There's nothing fucking in there cause you're shallow and I'm bored Who the Hell am I I don't even know I'll keep searching everywhere So I have room to grow I'm on the fourth plateau From here where do I go Barking at a crow I don't even know I can barely breathe in here I live my life in fear Somedays I disappear Very few days I hold dear I can barely breathe in here I live my life in fear Somedays I disappear Very few days I hold dear

I see you in my dreams My feelings aren't repaired Get the hell out of my head Cause I don't want you in there Emotion bursting out the seam My feelings make me scared I remember what you said And it really really tears into My heart, my soul All of the above I'm living for myself cause I'm incapable of love I remember that day I haven't slept since Won't even say hey to me Why you make our feelings tense? You want me to repent for all the things I did Between you and the green I'm sad to say I chose the mid I want to be loved, but I can't return it If I see a bridge I can't help but to burn it Flowers sometimes bloom in dark rooms, but not always Beautiful words fix stab wounds Make it like the knife just barely grazed the skin Let's begin, again Just mend, my soul fill these holes With your love not your control I stand alone in four corner rooms Stare at the walls I've known I stand alone in four corner rooms Stare at the walls I've known I'm in the clouds now But I'm all by myself Thinking back I'm like wow I put our past on a shelf How can I get back there Where we wrote each other letters I done tried gettin high, but I'm not feeling any better If you ever wonder how I'm doing Listen to my music Hate inspired these rhymes So I hope it is amusing You said I couldn't do this shit But I'm proving you wrong It all started when I finally wrote a catchy song I was whipped as fuck boy I'm glad I'm out of there But still there's a little part of me that still cares Nowdays I'm getting drunk alone with my memories Moonshine and sunny D put that shit inside of me Find another bitch to ride with me But no emotions guiding me Keep that shit under lock and key Please hear me I'm dying here I stand alone in four corner rooms Stare at the walls I've known I stand alone in four corner rooms Stare at the walls I've known

I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom Started playing saxophone back in 6th grade That's how it all started now I'm getting paid Made some good friends They'll stick with me for a lifetime When I'm feeling down My boy Alec my lifeline I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom I mixed all this on $5 headphones Half of my songs, they'll get headstones I learned to let it go Now I need to learn to grow Continue in your ventures or your work will never be known I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom I want a studio, but I just have a bedroom

You ever just think about shit like the times when you could've died but you didn't? You ever think like you wanna die and you feel like quittin'? Well I do man I don't have a plan I'll just make music everyday no matter what you're sayin' Sometimes I feel like a husk Tap my foot on the bus With my earbuds in I sit around till dusk Feelin' the wind gust With my earbuds in People say I'm kinda quiet but that's how I like it It's not fun to have a drink unless somebody's spiked it I've been wrestling my demons so long I don't even fight it I could've died in that car but I didn't I guess I'm made for some important shit so I'mma win it My style I'll invent it I'm improving every minute Fuccbois can't keep up with this They see success and they gettin' pissed I just wanna be missed Not dismissed My emotions gotta teeth you best believe That I'll be the one that succeeds I'm the one that'll leave I won't have to grieve my art I'll be making albums fuccboi you can't even start I'll make it one day you just fucking wait Chillin' in my mansion with my squad stackin' cake But I'll have to wait It takes time to make shit this great